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Michèle Krauthamer's avatar

Light seems most welcome right now as those of us back in the USA are living through some very dark times. Thanks Laura for your pieces. I always like reading them.

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Laura Skov's avatar

I often think of you. Come visit us!

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Jorgen Winther's avatar

Yes, this is Sweden :) If you feel detached from nature, then try dismissing the melatonin and face mask. Then you may not sleep at all, but that's nature.

Btw., when I wanted to buy melatonin, I found out that it's available only on prescription here in Sweden. But shops abroad have no problems sending it here, so it is still available, even if you can't convince a doctor that you need it.

I think that the way the year changes makes nature more alive. It may be difficult to sleep at times, but it is so anyway because the Swedes are so noisy (in my experience, anyway), and the fact that you can see the light change day by day makes you feel a movement.

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Laura Skov's avatar

I actually found melatonin at Apotek. It seems it’s allowed now. A miracle!

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Jorgen Winther's avatar

It is difficult to imagine, as this would mean that something new had happened in Sweden, where the best thing people know is to stick to old procedures :)

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Laura Skov's avatar

Yes, it’s shocking! What’s next? Chatting in the elevator??

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Jorgen Winther's avatar

He he – don't move too fast! But a "Hey" (when entering) and a "Hey då" (when leaving) will already work in most elevators. It is built into people, they just need it to be dragged forward.

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Lindsey Tramuta's avatar

Loved these reflections.

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Laura Skov's avatar

Thank you, Lindsey. I’m a big fan of your work, so the compliment is doubly appreciated!

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Alana Reynolds's avatar

This is a wonderful piece, Laura! The light can be so sinister and it very hard to convey that feeling. You do that beautifully here. Xo

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Lucy Hearne Keane's avatar

Lovely piece Laura. I have been to Scandinavia in June and experienced this first hand but only for a few days. It still upset my circadian system. I was thinking how difficult it must be trying to use so many measures to get a nights sleep including contending with the blackout blinds. As Leonard Cohen sings "that's how the light gets in".

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Laura Skov's avatar

There is a crack in everything, but especially in my blackout shades… My new theory is that it’s these extremes of weather that created the famous Scandi tough-mindedness. They are seriously unstoppable. Still thinking this one through, though. Thank you for reading!

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M. Layfield's avatar

Such a bittersweet prose.

Here in the northern area of Texas, the solstice promises that the hottest days are coming, endless, torturing to animals and nature. Rain ceases, heat blazes, and we all fear the electric grid will fail. It did, a few winters back, and people succumbed. This year we not only face a crisis of will’s, in our government, but the growth of this state, and the fear that we cannot keep pace.

Loved your writing. Thank you for sharing.

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Laura Skov's avatar

Thank you so much for reading and for the comment. I was born in Texas and my family was among the very early settlers of Dallas country. I spent my childhood summers in Houston and remember the storms, floods and blackouts, not to mention the sunburns if you weren’t paying attention for five minutes. Nature is a serious force there. My grandfather used to call it “God’s country” and it’s painful for me to think of how much has changed. I think we will be OK but it will be a long struggle. Sending you strength and courage.

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John Howard's avatar

A lovely, evocative piece, Laura, thank you.

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Laura Skov's avatar

Thank you, John. I was staggering around exhausted and realized that not everyone has to contend with this LIGHT 24/7 and that I should write about it. And my friends said it was a restful interlude for them to read me with no bitching about the U.S., so there’s that!

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Dan Keane's avatar

This is great! I love the sun & usually think of midsummer up there with just plain envy. I love thinking about it more complexly--light that makes everything clear, naked, without illusion. "The stars have fallen from my eyes." What wild cycle that must be to live in. Thanks for sharing!

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